Ariel and Dream are six weeks pregnant today, Ariel has a huge baby bump, Dreams bump isnt as big but growing bigger each day, its amazing to be part of some thing so beautiful and to watch my girls bumps grow and feel their babies move :-) so excited to see what they both have :-) not long now

Today we buried Star :-( such a hard thing to do :-( I purchased a beautiful large pot and a silver/pink rose bush from the garden centre

Play safe baby girl over at Rainbow Bridge, Grandad will take care of you, find Baby Hope and Wish Upon A  Star to play with, remember Tigger is there too, you have touched my heart for always, Love You and Miss You my precious Baby Star xxxx

Im writing this with a very heavy heart :-( Star made it through the night, how clever was she, I toook her to the vets at 10.30 this morning for more antibiotics and fluids by the time we got to the vets only 4 mins drive away, she was struggling, the vet had a look at her and we discussed all the options, not many :-( he suggested an xray to check all was ok, sadly the xray showed Star had a very tiny heart, normally kittens are still born or die a day or two after birth, but Star had some how managed to get to three weeks and three days, the only way forward was to say good bye :-( I sat in the chair at the vets and held her close to my chest, sorry baby girl, I love you so much, please go and find Grandad he will look after you and find Baby Hope, I kissed her lots and said sorry :-( the vet took her, at 10.55 am she left this world :-( my heart is broken beyond repair :-(

Star you gave me so much in your short life, you was the first to purr :-) you had the most beautiful face ever, so soft and gentle, you gave me lots of kisses and padds while feeding you this I will always keep with me in a special place in my heart, love you baby girl always, play safe at Rainbow Bridge Love Mummy & Daddy & Lily, Holly, Noel & Juniper x x x x

Just wanted to update you on Star, 
 
I have been giving her special baby milk since last week Tuesday and she has been doing well, this morning for what ever reason she would only take 1ml instead of 4/5 ml so off to the vets we went, he suggested we tube feed, this is some thing we have never done before, the vet said it was her only hope as she will no longer feed from Lily as she thinks I'm her mummy now, the vet taught me how to tube feed and I watched lots of videos, scary stuff :-( I managed to tube feed her at 2pm the at 3.50pm she was gasping for air I rushed her to the vets where she stayed on oxygen for an hour or so, she was given antibiotic and fluids,  the vet gives her a 50/50 chance :-( she is back home and has taken a couple of feeds via the syringe, she is warm and cosy, we are praying for a miracle that she pulls through, my heart is broken right now, I'm so scared  in case she doesn't make it :-( I will give her 100% love and care please rest ashore of that. She is such a precious sweet baby girl.
 
Please pray for her, Love you my sweet baby girl xxxx

Babies are three weeks old, all crawling about lots, eyes open and ears have popped up, its lovely they can hear me now :-) they get so excited to see me :-) the boys are huge, girls not as big but getting there with a little help from me :-) their little teeth are starting to come through now so sweet :-) Lily is getting better after having a water infection :-( keep up the good work Lily mummy loves you baby girl xxxx

At the week end Snowball and Snow Kisses attened the LondonCats Tica Cat Show

Snowball is now a Triple Grand Champion, he did so very well there was 15 adult bengals he was up against another Silver Snow too Snowball gained 16 out of 18 first in colour/division one Best of Breed, One 2nd Best of Breed & one third Best of Breed, he received two finals he was placed 3rd and then he got BEST CAT in a final wow how proud are we of him :-) Well Done Snowball :-) a Triple Grand Champion :-) Congratulations Love mummy & daddy xxx

Snow Kisses had a lovely show, she really enjoyed herself, there was 21 bengal kittens, one was her litter sister out of 18 rings Snow Kisses received 14 1st in colour/division and four 2nd in colour/division no finals as she was up against big boys of 8 months old, the judges did comment on her very wild look though :-) love you baby girl xxx

Ariel and Dream are both five weeks pregnant :-) both have a baby bump and are eating us out of house and home :-) its so very exciting to see what they both have :-)