Ariel and Dream are 7 weeks pregnant, Ariel is Huge, Dream is bigger than last time, both girls are now sleeping lots, its so lovely to see babies moving in their tummies :-) I just cant wait to see what they both have, its so exciting :-)

Thinking of Star today and every day, a week today we had to say good bye :-( my heart breaks still, breeding is so hard at times and hurts so much :-(

I awoke this morning in tears thinking of you what you may have been, you life was so short, but you touched my heart for always baby girl, your face was so beautiful, the most beautiful face I have ever seen, play safe sweet Baby Star

Star, You will always have a special place in my heart my precious Baby Star, love you baby  girl always xxxx

New scratching posts have arrived today for Lily's babies :-) so excited to put them together and watch babies play :-) they are only little scratching posts and babies are only little :-)

Today Ariel's babies have been moving loads in her tummy, its so amazing to feel them move, Ariel and Dream are having litter number 17 and 18 and still every time I feel an unborn kitten move my heart misses a beat just the most amazing feeling ever, I so love watching Ariel and Dream's tummy grow, such a beautiful time and experience, Im so excited to see what both girls have :-) not long now :-) love my girls xxx

Babies are four weeks old today, they ventured out of the stirdi yesterday and now have a small area of the kitten room to explore, until they are a little bigger, Holly was the first followed by Noel  then Juniper, both boys are showing interest in food now, Holly is just loving her milky bottle :-) all babies are good weights and roughly the same weight which is good, the boys always play together which is so nice as they are both staying together, Holly will be going to live with one of Ariels babies from her last litter :-) Lily continues to be an excellent mummy to her babies, I love this age so much, 3-7 weeks is my fav age :-) litter training this week end and getting babies to eat solids :-) love my babies and Lily, thinking of Baby Star always xxxx

This poem is just so true and so how I feel right now, thinking of my Baby Star xxxx

I love my little kitty, she makes my house a home.

She always is my best friend, I never feel alone.

She makes me smile, she makes me laugh,

She fills my heart with love ...

Did some breeder breed her, or did she fall down from above?

I've never been a breeder, seen life through their eyes,

I hold my little kitty and just sit and criticize.

I've never known their anguish, I've never felt their pain,

The caring of their charges, through snow or wind and rain.

I've never sat the whole night through, waiting for babies to be born,

The stress and trepidation when they're still not there by dawn.

I've never felt the heartache, of a little life in my hands,

This darling little baby, who weighs but 60 grams.

Should you do that instead of this ....or this instead of that,

Alone you fight, and hope one day, he'll grow to be a cat, 

and bring joy to another being, and make a house a home,

You know it's all just up to you, you'll fight this fight alone.

Formula, bottles, heating pads, you've got to get this right,

Two hourly feeds for this tiny guy, throughout the day and night.

In your heart you know, you're almost sure to lose the fight, 

to save this little baby, but God willing ... you just MIGHT.

Day one he's in there fighting, you say a silent prayer,

Day two & three, he's doing well, with lots of love and care.

Day four & five ... he's still alive, your hopes soar to the heavens,

Day six he slips away again, dies in your hands day seven.

You take this little angel, and bury her  alone,

With aching heart and burning tears, and an exhausted groan,

You ask yourself "Why do this? ... why suffer all this pain?"

But see the joy your kittens bring... it really self explains.

So, when you think of breeders and label them with "greed",

Think about what they endure to fill another's need.

When you buy a kitten and with your precious dollars part,

You only pay with money ... we pay with our heart.

 This poem is so true and just touches my heart

Im still feeding Holly now every three hours, she is doing fine but not taking enough milk from Lily so Im having to top her up, she loves her bottle and loves her milky :-) I wind her on my shoulder she does a big burp then I kiss her and she sucks on my bottom lip while padding away on my lip/chin she is so cute and makes me feel happy and she reminds me why I breed these beautiful stunniing bengal kittens, love my babies so very much, feel lucky to be such a big part of their lives for the first thirteen weeks of their lives, I help shape them into what they will become and Baby Holly is going to be one amazing little bengal baby girl :-) Thank you Holly for making me smile again after the very sad loss of Baby Star at the week end. xxxx