Ariel and Dreams babies are two weeks old, eyes have opened the past few days and ear's are popping open now too, they have grown loads and are starting to crawl about, its amazing watching them grow and develop and to share with Ariel and Dream in bringing up their babies together

Love you girls with all my heart x x x

Happy 2nd Birthday to the very gorgeous Sambuca love you loads baby boy x x x

Babies are a week old, what a week it has been, first Ariel gives birth then Dream, then while we are having dinner Dream moves all her babies in with Ariel and then they start to share babies, its been the most Beautiful experience to watch them feed, wash and take care of all the babies but tinged with sadness as we lost Dream's only little girl, sadly :-( and at only four days old, I then spent the next couple of days just checking on babies every five minutes worried to lose another, all babies have more than doubled their birth weights now, their eyes are starting to open now too, they have even started to suck their own paws so very beautiful to watch, Ariel and Dream are the most amazing mummy's together and I feel so blessed to be part of the most beautiful experience in sharing this all with them

Love you girls so much x x x

Lily & Sambuca's girls are 7 weeks old today, all have grown lots the past week and are trying lots of different food now so not to be fussy for their new homes, babies have enjoyed lots of new toys this week, Lily is calling this week first time after having her babies, although calling Lily continues to be an excellent mummy to her babies.

Yesterday I received the most Beautiful gift a delivery of beautiful flowers with a card that read

Hello Julie  Thinking of you at this sad time, God bless Wish Upon A Star and may she Twinkle forever, loads of Hugs, Kisses and Love Donna, Rick & Diamond x x x

Thank you Donna and Rick so very much for your kind thoughts you have touched my heart thank you

Loads of love to you both and Louis, Pearl and Diamond love Julie xxx

My heart is breaking, cant stop crying, feel so lost, so empty, so hurt :-(

Sorry my precious baby girl I failed you, I was so happy when you sucked from the bottle it was so amazing to see and feel your little tummy filling up you was just too small too weak to hang on in their, I will love you always and you will always have a special place in my heart baby girl. Your brothers and sisters will be named in your honour, play safe little one over at Rainbow Bridge find Baby Hope and Tigger they will look after you.

Love you always, Summerspride Wish Upon A Star xxx

It is with a very heavy heart I write this blog :-(

I have been hand rearing Dream's baby girl, Sunday afternoon to this morning (Tuesday) as she was not putting on weight the other kittens were growing she was staying the same so being pushed off the nipple by the bigger ones, I managed to syringe feed her a little and she took a bottle three times, her last feed was 5.pm last night, I kept trying to feed her all night but she just wouldn't take it :-( this morning she was laying cold on her own, only just breathing, I took her in the palm of my hand a cradled her sobbing, she started to come around, the heat from my palm was warming her up :-) sadly she slowly slipped away this morning just before 9.am I had her laying on my chest while I kissed her, tears running down my cheeks :-( the pain is so bad right now, she was Dream's third baby to be born and wow did she stand out her type was so wild, she had a gorgeous head and markings now I won't get to see her grow :-( my heart breaks, sadly this is all part of breeding, we have not lost a kitten for almost three years and the pain doesn't get any easier :-(

I named her Summerspride Wish upon a Star

Play Safe Baby girl at Rainbow Bridge I love you xxx